Side effects include

• Sharp chest pain, [coughing blood], or sudden shortness of breath (possible clot in the lung)
• Pain in the calf (back of lower leg; possible clot in the leg)
• Crushing chest pain or heaviness in the chest (possible heart attack)
• Sudden severe headache or vomiting, dizziness or fainting, problems with vision or speech, weakness, or numbness in an arm or leg (possible stroke)
• Sudden partial or complete loss of vision (possible clot in the eye)
• [Yellowing of the skin or whites of the eyes (jaundice), especially with fever, tiredness, loss of appetite, dark-colored urine, or light-colored bowel movements (possible liver problems)]
• Severe pain, swelling, or tenderness in the abdomen (gallbladder or liver problems)
• Sudden fever (usually 102°F or more), vomiting, diarrhea, dizziness, fainting, or a sunburn-like rash on the face or body (very rarely, toxic shock syndrome)
• Breast lumps (possible breast cancer or benign breast disease)]
• [Swelling (edema) of your fingers or ankles]
• Difficulty in sleeping, weakness, lack of energy, fatigue, or a change in mood (possible severe depression)

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It has now been 352 days, or 11 months, 18 days, approximately 50 weeks. I begin to wonder how and why humans are driven to do the things they do sometimes..it's such an unnatural thing. It's called adaptive radiation in nature-spots open up, other species take their place. People are so controlling of their little bubble, thinking that they are much bigger than the world itself. Not everything is in the circle of control, for instance (although when I was little I used to think I could control the weather). Exerting one's force on something won't necessarily change it to your benefit (see: time travel).

I have been pushing and pulling on this for months and it still hasn't budged. I used to think that if you tried very hard, and wished for what you really wanted, said please and thank you, then everything would turn out well.

I look back and everything has gone down hill from there and well, things in motion tend to stay in motion. I've tried my hardest and all I have achieved in doing so is become more cynical (an therefore alone, because no one wants to be with a grump).

Sigh~I need a cheeseburger.