Hm perhaps I should clarify..it isn't the legal bond that people in my sex or age group would stereotypically want. That isn't the type of bond that I'm talking about. The wish that I make relates to something of more substance. Something to prove that it isn't true that the person who loves you the most is also the one who can cause you the most pain. Because although this might always be true to some extent, it seems as though it has been true thus far in this 1.5 year time span. And I wonder how long it will take for things to cycle out of this.
Like a molecular clock.,
Null hypothesis: constant molecular evolutionary rate in physical time.
There is a constant rate of change, but then there is no change in the grander scheme of things, as the rate is constant.
I love my family, they are the most important people to me because no one else in this world would sacrifice so much for me. My younger sibling, who looks up to me and makes me proud (almost) everyday, my parents and their odd passions for plants and the fact that both are alergic to animals but have always given into my whim of adding another animal to the household or the amount of time and money they've put into my education. They will always be the people I live for.
I love my religion, it has given me comfort during my darker days and it's always been something I've been able to turn to.
As small and sad as it is at times(florist, retirement home, cemetery..in that order on X Road), this place will always be the place I call home. I've thought about moving away, but I'll always want to be within driving distance of the people I care most about.
So what does one do when something comes along that proves to be a source of happiness, but at the same time proves to be a threat to my being able to keep the things most important to me? Do I really have to sacrifice everything for one thing that makes me happy?
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