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I'm not sure why, but I really like the generic sound of a movie being played (eg. the dramatic music, clashing of swords or *pew* of sniper rifles..)

I think it has something to do with the fact that movies are part of a lot of fond memories that I have. I remember watching movies when I was a kid and I'd bring this stuffed puffin, I'd put him in the cup holder so he could watch the movie with me. Then when I was older, watching movies in a dark dorm room with friends. Then sitting on a couch and holding hands (because I asked), and in a movie theatre while eating my favorite ice cream that someone was so thoughtful to remember.

I realized earlier that I'm a very sentimental person..which could be a good thing or bad thing, I guess.

I don't cook with the special sweaters on because I don't want them to start smelling like oil/sauce/whatever I'm cooking. I want them to keep that smell for as long as possible, or at least, as long as they're all I have.

Hmm it's going to be another lonely summer. Ugh. I hope I find a job and something important to do. I know I'll go stir crazy when being all alone starts to become excruciating.I know it sounds needy and crap, but I just want to be loved. It's what I've always wanted since I was little