Monday, December 7, 2009

It's cold

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Fwoo~I wish memories could be saved for longer than that; even if it's just a recording of a voice. It sounds silly, but sometimes a person's voice is all you need.

I noticed I'm a bit of a crybaby sometimes but someone loves me anyway. I'm lucky, if you can call it that. I got really frustrated last night because my roommates were going at it like animals and I didn't understand why someone I truly cared about wasn't there at the moment to keep me warm when the electricity's out. I found myself getting deeply judgmental and even though it was wrong, I still got really upset by the fact that there are these girls, who hook up with random guys every other weekend, bring them home to have sex and that's all or cheat on their boyfriend of 2 years and yet..they still get someone to be by there side. While the one I love is lightyears away..and the only time I can see him is when my internet connection-computer is cooperating or in my dreams. It's so frustrating at times it makes me want to give up. But I can't.

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