An Unnatural Obsession with Bunnies

I was thinking and,

I was slightly horrified by the fact that there is an eyeshadow modeled after the color of Edward's eyes.. seriously?

Whenever I use a towel that has some kind of picture printed on it, I try to hang it right side up, because that's how my day will go.

I avoid mirrors in the dark because of the whole Bloody Mary thing.

I'd rather be too warm than too cold.

I'd like to fly a kite at night.

I still wear clothes from eighth grade.

I tell jokes that aren't very funny so people don't laugh and I always want to wait four or five minutes later to laugh at an inappropriate time but I'm afraid of weirding people out.

I really don't like (but can't live without) tech stuff.

I like the idea of being able to keep records of memories (written, pictures, or video) because when all is said and done, you can look back and say, 'yeah, I was really happy at that time and place with this person once'.


On another tangent..


I wonder if there comes a point in which surprises become the norm such that it's no longer fun..much like promises made to be broken. I wonder if that's why some people decide to live as hermits-there is something close to a guarantee of never being let down. When other people are involved in your life things get much too complicated. It's like my sensei said once-you love each other, you'll be with each other forever but then it doesn't end up that way.

I feel like I'm being tugged along sometimes like that poor bird they keep on a rope-it dives to catch fish but never gets to keep them. It's like hearing I love you, I want to be with you, but only if there's an ocean between us and we can talk online so I'll be back in 3,4 years maybe... (cue evil laughter). Besides any work done on my part to actively be with him I can honestly say that I don't think I'll ever see him. Kinda got screwed over by falling in love with someone who loves to indulge in excessive drinking and traveling (usually simultaneously). Maybe it's a good thing that there is this distance (most likely indefinitely) because when the time comes when I realize that the distance will never end, I can just go cry to my friends and occupy myself with work. Half expected this outcome anyway.

Bunnies.