But..

People have said that it doesn't work and yet there are times that it has. At this point I don't care of the outcome, because all I know is that at this moment in time, I can't go a day without thinking about it. So what is wrong with continuing to love the person I think about? I may go about my day and have fun with friends, do work, think about the future, but at night I may still get sad and cry from thinking how much better it would be to have that person by my side. I could have made it easier for myself but..at the same time it would be so much worse. Because I love this person very much and he is so very important to me that even though the situation is making me sad now, my heart smiles more than any other time during the day when I get to see him. Even though right now all I get are his words and his face. It's enough for now, just knowing that there is someone out there just for me..