It's not sad, it's angry

10/31/09 9:31 am

Went to Panda’s party last night. It was fun, met some jp eap students (I wonder why they like to drink so much – “7 shots is not enough for me”..till they got sick. But had a lot of fun. On our way out to visit an eap party, ran into several friendly faces.. they were so unbelievably adorable-one couple was Ryu and Chun Li and the other was dressed up ass Tuxedo Mask and Sailor Moon. It tugged at my heart though because *someone’s* supposed to be here and we could have thought up a cheesy costume. Went home because I was tired from all the walking and booty shaking or whatever she called it. Watched him get ready for his cosmopolitan club thing and ink his beanie/shirt. Then he took off. Oh and he got my package (which I sent on Wednesday) and had put up all of the pictures I gave him..aww. He said that he wouldn’t drink, or at least not a lot even though he’s going to a nomihodai..let’s wait and see.

11:56 am

He went out and did drink and danced and had 'Italian’ type food, came home and though he wasn’t drunk [adj], he said he was worn out and when I asked if girls flirted with him, he said he lost count. He looked disbelieving as if he was really proud of it. I know he could tell that I was getting pissed so he started saying that the girls were really bad at trying to flirt with him and just talking about random stuff like what school he went to. At one point the jp girls were pulling a lesbian move and kissing each other on the cheek and ‘sam’ said ‘what about me’ and one girl said that he should kiss him on the cheek and apparently that happened. Really now. Oh and he said that it was really fun for the first 1 ½ hour (some people love the attention) that people came up to him and said that they found waldo, but then it started getting annoying. He said he met a bunch of people and that the girls were boring and I shouldn’t even think anymore of it. Oh and Whore Mouth is apparently also a cam whore- going around the room taking pictures of someone else's boyfriend so that in every picture he was in it in some form or another because she thought it was clever to have waldo in the background or something. Stupid [expletive].Cabbage girl got him to hang around while the other sluts went off to take pictures.

I was waiting for the whoremouth/cabbage girl/flower girl doll house to bring him in once he passed out from drinking so I could tell her to keep her fucking hands off him and to stay the fuck away from my boyfriend.But that didn't happen. Too bad.

At the very least, I'll be starting lab work nearly full time next week..I need to keep my mind occupied, and to get a paycheck every couple weeks so I don't regret using my savings on a ticket to jp. I may have screwed myself over in that sense. Although, I didn't travel over summer so at the very least I get a vacation this year. Hurray.