It's terrible to base something so important on something as unreliable as the internet.
Doing this sucks~ the waiting, frustration with bad connections, different time zones (I'd rather be awake when I'm asleep), having to relocate so I don't disturb someone. Talking about my day while farmvilling to distract myself because it would be so much better if we were just lying in bed, about to dose off cuddling (in comparison to sitting on the floor in the living room at 11 o'clock at night listening to him talk about his day and not being able to make everything better with physical contact).
Living things in general are pretty silly, I think. I was playing with my roommate's puppy and she started whining when I stopped petting her for a second to do something. I get 2 weeks of pampering; of hugs and kisses and snuggling and it's still not enough. I went into withdrawal while I was getting in the cab and heading to the airport. Grah I'm as needy as Panda cat (who starts meowing if he's not in the same room as someone).
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