Sigh..some couples get to cuddle in bed and watch a movie together everynight if not every weekend. I get to listen to my dear sing to me online or re-watch videos of us cuddling for the nth time. It's nothing extraordinary, these home videos. If anything, they would probably be very boring to anyone else. But to me, they are the only way for me to hold onto moments that, once passed by, can never be relived, or at least not for a very long time.
But I guess the only thing that I can be happy knowing is the fact that not a minute was ever taken for granted or wasted (for the most part) with fighting or the like.
It's strange that distance can make people grow closer, that or maybe it's just a severe case of separate anxiety.
I miss him to death and with this uncertain future I wonder when or if there will ever be a time where neither of us have to say goodbye. But I guess for now I've been given 2 weeks and I should just make the best of it..
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